good day

Finally after 6 months of being able to do nothing, the doctor cleared Rusty to start doing stuff. He still has to take it slow and he must stop when he starts to feel tired.

We are back to coning the ears again. The doctor said there is still a lot of wax in the ear. I am just in shock at how much stuff has been crammed into one ear drum. Oh well, at least he is hearing again.

Rusty had to get a flu and a phnomonia shot today! He is so not feeling good right now. My poor baby!

I did go out and work for a little bit today. It felt good to get out and work. I should be ashamed of myself for wanting to work and to get out of the house..... Well the last few weeks have just proved to me that I need to take a break from being a house wife and that I need to do something else.

I am so thankful that Rusty is now almost in the clear.

big day

Well, Rusty is off to the doctors. I do hope that all goes well for him. I am so amazed at how much he has recovered already, but I am really hoping that the doctor says that he can start with some exercise. Rusty said to me the day that his jeans are getting tight and he so wants to be able to exercise because he does not want to buy bigger clothes. I do blame him.

Well I am off to get some stuff done around here, and then when Rusty gets home I am going to go chase some signatures. Oh I realized this first thing this morning. Once again by standing by my morals I am loosing out. My boss asked me if I wanted to come over and work this morning. i said " let me go to my happy place for a minute. No I cant work at your house and be around Lisa" That's Right the person who gave me speed is still living at my bosses house. She cant work in the office, but he is not wiling to give up a free piece of ass. So, I am loosing hours because I refuse to be around people who use drugs. Oh well signatures pay more.

I will talk to everyone later

brrr

I cannot believe how cold it is here! I live in southern California and I demand that whoever stole are nice weather to bring it back! Brrrrrrr

I now know that I am defenitly on the wrong side my job. Tonight my boss was writing checks for over $1000 to just about everyone! There is a bonus going on , so people are really cashing in. I swear I am going to go get some signitures. I wont hit the bonus, but heck a little extra before Christmas wont hurt!

Well, goodnight everyone. Actually it is morning here, but I have not been to bed yet.

can you believe?

Well it happened today. I was at wal mart with Sara and there I was alone in the aisle Sara and HAZEL! Can you believe it? I had the chance to kick the ever loving shit out of her and really put her pace maker to the test. But I just acted like I did not see her and I kept walking.

So what does that say about me? I am a wimp? I am better then she is? I think that I just cant give negative people any more of my energy.

off to bed. good night everyone

just thought I would share

Several years ago we were on welfare, and around Christmas we got to fill out this form as to what our children would like for Christmas. This was the year that Amber was i love with madaline. My mother and I looked everywhere for Madline stuff and we could not find it. So I put on Ambers card that she would like a madaline doll.

Nikki got a lot of gifts from the person that pulled her name off the angel tree. Amber only got one gift, but inside the box was a madaline doll! I just cried. Amber got her Christmas wish.

I just finished wrapping the gifts for the little girls that I pulled off the angel tree. I hope that on Christmas her parents have the same joy that I had. I hope.

ouch

Well Rusty had a bad night last night. He was yelling in his sleep and then he punched me in the arm! It still hurts. I usually wake him up when he starts yelling but for some reason I did not wake him up last night.

Anyway, I am going to go shopping with my friend Sara today. Both of us adopted a child off the tree at wal mart, we have to finish up with some of the little gifts and then get them turned in. I hope the little girl that I adopted has an awesome Christmas.

Anyway, I am off to get some stuff done before I leave to go shopping.

I am so thankful that we are able to help other people out this year.

still standing

After a string of bad day's I am still standing. I sometimes wonder how I get through everything?

Rusty has to go get blood drawn first thing in the morning because he has a doctors appointment on Monday. We are hoping for nothing but good news. Rusty will have had his heart attack 5 months almost to the day. We are really hoping that the doctor will release him to start doing anything! Rusty really wants top start working out again. I know that once he does start working out again that it is going to be very slow going, however everyone has to start somewhere.

As I was walking out the door to go to work the mail man handed me a package from a friend back east. It was a black persons nativity scene. I have been looking for one for a long time and I am so glad to finally have one! LOL For those of you who don't know I collect nativity scenes. However my family thinks that I have to many. I think we just need a bigger house.

Amber had a dance competition tonight, and Rusty said that she did awesome. ( I was at work) I could not believe that Rusty forgot to take the video camera! Oh well so goes life.

Jacinda called me last night, and she is having a boy! Jacinda has been very sick and she was told that the baby is very small. I am just hoping and praying that both Jacinda and the baby will come through this just fine. If something happened to either of them Jason would lose it.

Well I am off to bed.........zzzzzzzz