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My morning started off great! A friend came over and we sat around drinking coffee for several hours. It was so nice to just sit and talk. I know you guys can't believe that I have friends that don't live in my computer.

Then I went to get some liquid crack. While I was getting that my old boss called and asked me if I wanted to come work at his house. So i jumped at the opportunity to work. My boss is going to call me and let me know if this is going to be a regular thing. I use to go into the office and work, but some bitch slipped speed into my coffee and my boss works in the ghetto. Rusty put his foot down and said no more unless I work from his home. Anyway I am hoping for some more hours.

I have been getting phone calls from other mom's concerning this damn homecoming dance tomorrow night. Let me rewind a little. Nikki was told that if she wanted to go to homecoming with her boyfriend that the boyfriend needed to come over and ask Rusty. So this kid did and Rusty told him that he better have her home by 11 or he will never take Nikki any where.

So, Nikki's friend is dating one of boyfriends brother. So nikki's friend mom called me and wanted to know if Nikki could go out for pie and hot chocolate after the dance. I told her that Chris (Nikkis boyfriend)would have to talk to Rusty.

Then the boyfriends mom calls me. Now keep in mind that this is the same lady that told my daughter to watch her back! So she invites Rusty and I to go out for pie and hot chocolate after the dance, so we can talk to the about the dance. She also said that she would like to get to me.

I told her that I most likely would not going since Amber will be out with Sam and Rusty is working out of town this weekend. I told her that I would have no one to keep Ryan. So she says well just bring him. I told her no and that was not a good idea. She said that she understood about not wanting a little one out late. I told her that I can't just change Ryans schedule. Then she said well you should really get out more and that it sad that I am controlled by Ryans life.

I am so glad that I have semi learned to hold my tongue. So I will vent here.

Listen here lady, if you want to get to know me then bring me over some doughnuts and I will put the coffee on. If you wanted to get to know me then why didn't you invite me to the friendship dinner at the church. If you want to get to me then why don't you get off your ass and make an effort. I personally do not want to get to know you. I do not like your son. He is not good enough for my daughter and I think he is a candy ass that needs to grow some balls.

I am use to not being able to do things because of our son. It is a part of my life. Yes, sometimes it gets me down but that is my reality. Don't you dare stand there and say that you understand when you have no idea what my life is like. You do not know what it is like to have a mentally retard autistic child! So lady you can goback to where ever you came from.

As for talking to the children about the dance, well I talk to my child all the time and I do not need a special time to do it. I do not care to share my feelings with you.

Oh I feel so much better. Since Rusty will be out of town most of th weekend i am going to cook some real simple easy meals. Nothing like saving money when I can.

Tomorrow morning I am going to run out to 29 palms and get George. I know that we will have a blast this weekend. I just love sitting around talking with her.

Anyway, I better go start dinner. I think the children are going to want to eat at some point tonight.