Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Feeling a little bit better

I would like to say a big thank you to each of you for sending up a prayer for me yesterday. I am feeling better today and I am trying to move forward one step at a time. Please continue to pray for me, and for our family.

I must tell everyone that Rusty did not hit me. That would never happen.

I think Rusty is going through a mid life crisis and the children and I are in his way. However I do not have time for his crisis. Maybe my size 7 1/2 shoe up his ass will help?

Today My goal is to work on Nikkis quilt as much as possible. I would really like to get it done this week. Then I have to find a good hiding spot for a queen size quilt! LOL

Youtube is really pissing me off this morning. For some reason it is taking forever to load.

Anyway back to my day. I am hoping at some point today to get a pile of laundry folded. Then there is still the question of what to have for dinner. I am thinking sloppy joes. I am still not in the mood to cook anything.

Tomorrow I have to take Amber to the clinic to get more birth control pills. I need to have her ask what happens when she looses her insurance next year. The girls are on state aid because my ex does not provide insurance for them. I wonder if I can still get state insurance on Amber if she is in college. I could take my ex back to court and get a new court order for it, but right now I do not have the energy to think about that.

Well everyone, I am still here and I am still standing. Time marches on and so must I. I am getting to all of my alerts. It is just going to take me a little longer today.

 Please keep our family in your prayers.

 

17 comments:

plieck30 said...

Glad you are feeling better today. Hope your problems iron themselves out soon. You are cared for here. Paula

ukgal36 said...

Continued prayers...
Lyn

lanurseprn said...

Wishing you the best in whatever you are dealing with.
Pam

glensfork4 said...

Still praying...I am glad you are better today...

Michele

deshelestraci said...

Still here, still praying.
Traci

gehi6 said...

I am going to continue to think about you and check on you and make sure you are recovering from whatever has upset you.  I see you are finding your way with the activities expected of you and routine, which might be the best way.  Gerry

nay0114 said...

Kelli,
Over here, they won't let you on state aid insurance anymore after you turn 18yo. Unless you get pregnant then it covers only the time of pregnancy and delivery and they kick you off again. The baby however can stay on. Not that you wanted to hear all that, but just telling you how it is here. Now my daughter KT is on state aid only because she filed for child support and hasn't gotten anything. So she whiched over to state child support and they gave her insurance with it, but it's only good for up to five years. Hey with her asthma and allergies we will take whatever we can get. I guess I was really lucky John always made sure we had insurance on me and the kids. Good luck hope they tell you what you wanna here. I will add that over here you can continue to get birth control for free regardless of insurance, if you just go to the health department. Don't know the rules your way.
Take care, Chrissie

nay0114 said...

I'm so happy to hear you are still around Kelli. I would miss you. You will get continued friendship and support from my way always. :Sigh: I've been through the midlife crisis which is what I called it too. Me and the kids were in the way of John's life too. I felt so alone during that time, like I had no one to talk to, like no one would understand, until I came here and found out that it happens to more than one person. The only thing I can tell you is try to be heard. Tell him your feelings and try hard to get some time alone. Your children are teens just like my were during John's pulling away. I felt torn in every direction trying to care for everyone. It broke me down I couldn't handle it any longer after this went on. Then it got to the point where I felt guilty for being glad that John wasn't coming home just because it meant I could have some peace and quiet time no stress for a second. I hope you guys can work things out. Way later I found out that John got jealous of my mothering our children. He wanted all the attention. I don't know if this is the same problem or not, but hope things look up soon.
Take care, Chrissie

rdautumnsage said...

((Hugs)) Sometimes guys just don't get it....As for Amber's insurance. As long as she is going to college full time, I believe they will still provide it. At least that was the case with my daughter. Your in my thoughts I'm always an email away no matter what the occasion. Even if you just want to type I'm screaming and I don't know why.......(Hugs) Indigo

amyrangei said...

**hugs**  I will pray for you!

lifes2odd said...

I just read the previous entry first and was so scared for you! I'm glad things are at least a little bit better today.
I'm pretty sure Amber can keep her coverage if she's in college by the way.
You and your family will be in my prayers. Hugs, Martha

lisa41076 said...

Kelli, sending prayers your way, Hugs Lisa

loverobin32 said...

I hate getting behind in journals because I miss everything that happens when it happens....I watch the video and had never heard that song before...had me all choked up...I can understand not feeling like talking about certain things but gurl you have me really worried about what is happening between you and Rusty...but talk about it if and when your ready. Loved the pictures of the guys with their quilts...I promised myself I wouldnt mind cheat but OMG how could I not...forget the Army I ready to go Marines..LOL...shhhh lets not tell I said that!!! Im here if you need an ear and I sure do wish we could grab those drinks and instead of going to the ocean can we just sit on your doorsteps and watch the Marines come over? Huggs, Robin

nelishianatl said...

I'm so glad he didn't hit you.  There are some types of attacks that are worse in many ways.  Been there.  I'm lifting you up in prayers.  Email me if you'd like to or IM me if you see me online.
I care,
Nelishia
http://journals.aol.com/nelishianatl/PrayingandBelieving/

helmswondermom said...

I'm glad you're feeling better today, and I hope it gets better for you each day.  Take care!
Lori

seraphoflove9001 said...

I will keep your family in my prayers.
Lisa

lurkynat said...

dear Kelli,
I'm glad it was a better day!
love,nat