Wednesday, October 3, 2007

routine is good

O.K. it is another day. For that I am grateful. Today I am choosing to trust. Rusty made a mistake, and i am going to trust him to fix it. I must trust. Rusty is not a bad man by any means. Rusty has been my rock many times and I must trust him again.

 Rusty's boss is in town, so Rusty will be around much this week. Then the owner of the company is coming out on Thursday. I really miss Rusty when I do not get to see him.

I have been sticking to my routine and as Gerri said I think it is the best thing to do. If I did not have a routine I think I would loose my mind.

Lets get back to my everyday. The foster kittens are doing awesome and the will soon be done with their med. I swear my day's are filled with taking care of animal's. Right now we have 8 cats and 2 dogs and I would not change it for the world.

I have to run to wal mart today and get the trim to finish Nikkis quilt. The trim that I want to put on is going to be tricky. I have never used this type of trim on a quilt before so I need to make sure that I get it right. I so do not want to have to take the whole quilt apart and do it again.

I found out this morning that tivo is a necessity. I guess because Amber has to run Nikki around that she will miss the next top model. I think I am suppose to care, but I just can't find the time yet.

Last night Nikki won $100 at church! She is going to use that money to go youth convention. Youth convention start's the day after Thanksgiving. This is where 6,000 youth from the so cal gather to listen to Christian rock bands and when we find out what mission trips are coming up. I pity the tourist in San Diego on that weekend.

Amber has to take the math part of the exit exam today. Amber is very worried about and so am I. Amber struggles in math and she really needs to pass this test.

Well, nothing is getting done by me sitting here. Ryan gets out of school early today, so I need to go do my running around so that I can be here when he gets home.


nay0114 said...

Glad things are working out. Keeping busy is a good thing you think to much when you're bored.
Take care, Chrissie

seraphoflove9001 said...

Just keep busy with your routine. Hugs to you.

lanurseprn said...

I'm glad things are working out. You sure do have a lot of animals. I wish I had pets like that! It would be fun!! But, I'm not home enough for them, really.
Have fun with your quilt. I want to learn to do that someday.

hugsdoodlewacky said...

(((((((((((((((((((HUGSTOYOU))))))))))))))))))Just letting you know that I am still praying for you,keeping you in my thoughts.I hope that Amber will pass Her math test.I hated Math in school.I know how She feels.I was never good at it.Had a hard time passing the big one so you can graduate.Have a nice day.

deshelestraci said...

Peace, woman.  I think that routine is the key to normalcy any day!

louiseb411 said...

Hi...thinking of you, just try to stay to your routine . ps  you are welcome at the funny farm with me anytime xxx louise

gehi6 said...

yes, it sounds like you are feelng a little better.  I know if some really bad pain hits you it is just hard to get over.  And I am sure there are good reasons for not talking about it at this point. I am going to keep checkin' because you mean a lot to me, your well being. Oh I see now what is elongating your lines.  That wonderful graphic at the top of your sidebar.  Well, it is worth displaying for a while.  Gerry  

julydarby said...

Kelli... *hugs*... not sure what happened but wanted to let you know that my thoughts are with you... in every relationship there is good and bad... for there are no perfect people. I made some tough decisions when it came to sticking with Michael but I have been rewarded many times over for staying with him... he is an amazing man and I am the luckiest girl in the world... even without internet service. I miss you!

nelishianatl said...

Normalcy keeps us hanging on sometimes.  I'm glad you have made a decision to maybe not make a decision on your situation just yet.  You've been there for me through some of my dark times.  I'm here if you need me.
Hugs and prayers,

lisa41076 said...

Kelli, glad to hear you sounding better, have a good Thursday, Hugs Lisa

rdautumnsage said...

When you come from the backgrounds you and I have been from, Trust is indeed tricky to say the least.....Having said that. Doc is the kindest most caring man I've ever known, yet I have my moments where he crossed a certain line with me. We place those lines down to protect ourselves. Sometimes we just need to remember
(and do I ever know this is the difficult part) that this isn't the same man who wronged us and made us the way we are. Time usually irons out these periods of wondering if we are back where we came from......I don't know what Rusty did to betray your trust and shake your confidence in him.....I can only go by what I've read from you before. He is generally a loving and appreciative spouse.

Your in my thoughts a lot these past few days. I'm here for you. No matter what your going through I will be here supporting you every inch of the way. (Hugs) Indigo

lurkynat said...

I am so glad that Nikki won! I have started hoping around on your entries so I will have to get caught up..don't know what happened but good luck .
Good luck to amber on teh Math test..
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