Wednesday, April 30, 2008

odd conversations

Lets see... all of the children are at school, Rusty just left for another business trip, the kittens have been fed, and it is going to be a cool day here. We are only going to up near 80.

So over the last few days it seems that all I have done is talk to the girls about sex.

Amber told me that she is going to take one of her friends down to the free clinic so she can birth control. This girl told Amber that her and her boyfriend have been having un protected sex. Amber goes on to tell me that there are so many pregnant girls at her school.

So I ask Amber is her and Sam used condoms. Ambers face lost all of her coloring. I reminded mber that both her and Nikki were conceived on the pill.

Amber said yes we used a rubber and I am still on the pill, but we are not having sex anymore. I told Amber that I can't stop her from having sex, but that she better use all the protection she can because the last thing she needs is a baby.

I go to pick Nikki up from softball. Nikki said that while they were having pictures taken the teachers were talking about all the pregnant kids in the school. There is a total of 24 students that are pregnant in their high school. Nikki also went on to tell me that only half of the seniors will graduate this year.

Well isn't this just wonderful news.

Nikki said that she is still going to wait until she is married to have sex, and that she wants to graduate college before she even thinks about having children. Nikki went on to tell me that if she is not married by 30 she will consider having a child out of wed lock.

What? I just left that one alone. I figure at 16 she does not know what she is talking about. I know that Nikki will find someone with her same values, but at 16.....

Nikki did tell that there is a boy named John that has a crush on her. Nikki said that Rusty might like him because he is on the golf team. I had to laugh. Rusty like a boy that wants to date his daughters. I said " Well him and Rusty can go golf together and then if Rusty does not like him then he can beat him with a club and burry him in a sand pit". Nikki just laughed.

Amber asked Rusty to take a day off and take her up to the college to help her enroll for college and get all the paper work so that she can use Rusty's veterans benefits.

So that will have to be done soon.

Amber also asked Rusty to make an appointment for her tattoo. That's right Amber is getting a tattoo for her 18th Birthday, and Rusty said that he would take her and pay for it.

Amber is going to get a turtle on her foot. My dad use to call Amber a turtle, so that is why Amber chose the turtle.

The other day Nikki asked me what she should say if she encounters war protesters while on her trip across the country.

Wow. I usually just leave them alone unless they get in my face and then I give it right back.

Several years ago while Rusty was in Iraq I went to war protest. The children and I made the front page! Imagine Rusty's shock when he saw that.

What happened was.... there was a group of protesters that started protesting at all of the bases in San Diego and then they were going to work their way up the coast. When they got to Pendleton the protesters got more then they bargained for.

There is nothing worse then a bunch of pissed off, sexually deprived marine wives. So we all got together and stood right there at the main gate protesting the protesters.

Today I am hoping not to talk about sex with my children. I am hoping to get all of the laundry folded, and get the house cleaned up a little bit.

On a good note, the kittens are now litter box trained and eating out of a saucer! I am so thrilled to not have to bottle feed them any more. The kitten should be going back to the shelter in mid June, so they can be adopted.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

here we go

Here is Amber at prom. My baby is all grown up. They had their prom over on the coast, and I know they had a blast! It was the last big event of Ambers high school years.

Nikki had her sweet 16 birthday. This was a day of very mixed emotions.

I gave Nikki one of my pearl necklaces, a pearl braclet and a pair of Jade earrings. When the girls turn 16 I gave each of them some of my jewelry. I figure I would rather let them have it and wear it. I can always borrow it back.

Rusty got Nikki a new cross necklace, a Saint Christoper....he is the  saint of travelers... Rusty also got Nikki a hot pink usmc jacket that Nikki just loved.

When a girl in our family turns 16 they get the traditional gold maple leaf. This has been going on for three generations.

My father was able to place Ambers neckleace on her neck, but my dad is dead now. Nikki just cried when she got her maple leaf. Nikki did wear it for one day and now it is sitting in the safe.

Nikki is so mad at my dad for not being here. I am also mad at him. Nikki and I still need to sit down and cry. One of these days we will.

Also on Nikki's birthday Nikki got a phone call from this place called live offensively. Live offensively sells some very edgy Christian t shirts. Anyway Nikki applied to go tour the country with them. She would be crossing this country selling t shirts all the major Christian concerts and festivals.

Well they accepted Nikki! Nikki will be flying into PA. on June 7 and she will come home on June 30. Then she will have three days to pack and leave for Nicaragua. Nikki will be gone a total of 6 weeks this summer.

I am so excited for her and more then that I am so proud of her!

So yesterday I spent the day resting and I feel so much better today. So now it is back to my real life. I have laundry to do, dinner to cook, and a house to clean.

Yesterday I saw something moving in the grass, so I went out to see what the hell it was. Well here it is. Keep in mind this lizard has no tail! So I am wondering if one of the cats got it.

Now that I am out of sick bay and I am seeing all of these naked marines and sailors.... wow my heart is racing.

Today we are pulling into port. We will be pulling into Harwich today!

Louise has offered to show all of us around her home town. I don't think anyone will notice a group of crazy American ladies walking through the streets! LOL

Today we are going to tour Suffork. I have never been to the UK, so I am so excited to be here.

Tomorrow Lyn is going to give us a tour of her home town.

I need to add that Louise and her very handsome son's have offered to Amber in London. I just know that they will show her a good time!

http://www.great-britain.co.uk/regions/east-england/suffolk.htm

http://journals.aol.co.uk/louiseb411/life-as-it-is/

Monday, April 28, 2008

I survived.....

Well I have survived my mom being here for a week, prom, Nikki's sweet sixteen party,a UTI and the kittens learning how to climb the stairs.

 

Now I am trying to survive heat stroke.

Nikki had a double hitter on Saturday. So I sat there in the bleachers in 100 + temps. I took care of Nikki. I made sure that she had enough water, Gatorade, sunscreen and fruit. I even went and bought both teams popsicles.

I know how to handle the heat. I have lived here long enough to deal with our high temps. I know everything that I should be doing.

Do you think I took care of myself? Oh no I have blisters on back, and I am still trying to recover from heat stroke.

I told Rusty that I would call him later and tell him that I am taking a sick day. My head hurts, my sun burn hurts, my skin has scales, my eyes hurt, my hair hurts, and I am still not peeing enough.

Rusty and George have been such a big help. George took the kittens for a night. Then once she brought them back Rusty took care of them, and he ran the children every where. Rusty is so awesome to me. I so needed to rest and he made sure that I got it.

So we are looking at another scorcher of a day. Rusty told me to pump the water and to sleep on the sofa. I guess I deserve a sick day, but I kinda feel guilty.

Will someone please come rub aloe on my back? It hurts so bad right now.

O.K. ladies here we go! I stole the Queen Mary 2!

So I have decided that Lyn will be our captain. I chose Lyn for two reason's. First of all Lyn's hubby is in the Navy, and second of all because she is from the UK.

Ladies, we are heading to the UK to pick up Louise!

I made arrangements to have plenty of grass for Paula's cow. We will have plenty of people to walk our dogs and scoop out our litter boxes. I ordered nothing but the best food, but most of all......

I have kidnapped some marines and sailors. These guys will serve two very important roles for us. Not only will they wait on us hand and foot, but the Navy guys will keep the boat going and the Marines will protect it!

Ladies, sit back and relax as we start our cruise to the UK.

I will be in sick bay trying to recover from this damn heat stroke!

Here is the link to the Queen Mary 2.

http://www.qm2-uk.co.uk/

 

Friday, April 18, 2008

molded and dried

This morning I was thinking about myself. Not in a selfish way, but I was wondering why I am the way I am.

I know that everything that has ever happened to me has shaped me in some way.

I went to a private Baptist school where I just struggled to keep up. While I was there I was teased, picked on, spit on, and darn right humiliated. It was in that school that where my parents decided to hold me back. I will never forget having to go back to that school and face everyone I knew. It was in this school where a preachers son took advantage of me.

From there I went to a public high school. I did o.k. there. My grades were o.k. and I had friends. It was in this school that I met a gal from Austria and whom I would later go visit. It was in this school that I took night classes and graduated in three years.

I did not grow up in a broken up. I think my mother loved me, but I know my father did. It was in this house that my sister and I would fight like cats and dogs and eventually never stop. It was in this house that I learned the evil's of alcohol.

Growing up I spent a Halloween in a grave yard burying a grandmother. I spent summers at an Aunts house just hanging out with my cousins. I was never really pushed to get out of my box. I worked part time from the time I was 15.

Here I sit today. A lot of good and bad things have happened to me in the past and I know that they have all shaped me.

Trust. I don't trust anyone right away, everyone must prove themselves to me. If someone does break my trust I will never forgive them.

Love. I do not love very easily, but when I do love I love with all my heart. The people that I do love I will protect with my life and bite the head off anyone who tries to mess my loved ones.

Hope. I do hope for the future. I do hope that my children grow up to rich and happy. Yes, I said rich because being poor sucks.

Faith. I have been told that I have strong faith. Where I got this faith from I have no idea.

Out going. I woke up one morning and realized that life was passing me by. I was sick of hearing stories about other peoples adventures. So I started making my own adventures.

Forgiveness. I don't do this well at all. It takes me a very long time to forgive, and it takes an even longer time for me to forgive myself. You do me wrong watch out.

Karma or payback. What ever you call it I believe in it. I do believe that no deed goes unnoticed and that the universe will pay you back. Good or bad.

Giving. I am a giving person, but I give in secret.

So here I am. The most imperfect person you will ever meet. However if you are looking a true friend I am here. If you are looking for a good time, then I will be happy to show it to you. If you ever need anything I will give you the shirt off my back. If you ever need a good laugh then read my journal.

So today we are going back to Jacksonville Florida! Lyn today is your day to join us. We are all going to camp out at your house until we get on the ship! Do you have room for Paula's cow?

On Monday I will announce the ship that we are going to "borrow". I do think that we should allow the staff of the ship to stay. Lets face it I want to be waited on hand and foot.

If you gals have any special request then please let me know so I can make sure that we have everything we will need to a long boat ride.

Here is the link to favorite transplanted Brit! Hey Lyn I will bring the tea.

http://journals.aol.com/ukgal36/Britsblog/

Thursday, April 17, 2008

we need to hurry!

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We have all been told to hurry. Luise in the UK wants to join us on our road trip! So I only have a few people left to pick up here and then we can cruise over to the UK!

So now I have question? Where are we going to end up? I am going to let the captain of the ship decided. I will name the captain later.

Today is suppose to be nice, so I think I am going to kick ass and get all of my house work done so I can got soak up some ray's.

After I wrote yesterdays entry I called the head of the special ed department. She is aware of the problem but there is not much she can do about it. So here is the deal in black and white.

1. Ryan's teacher was hired to teach that class.

2. Ryan's teacher has been with the system so long that they can't fire her.

3. They can't replace her because in order to do that they would have to fire the other teacher.

4. They can't fire the other teacher because then the teacher can come back and sue the school system.

5. They can only have a sub for 20 day's. So every 20 day's Ryan will get a new teacher.

As for all the other stuff in Ryan's IEP she is going to look into.

Last night Rusty and I went out to dinner and it was so nice to have some alone time. I don't think we talked about anything of interest, but at least we were together.

Today we are heading to North West Georgia to pick up Nelishia!

Nelishia, start packing.\

 

http://journals.aol.com/nelishianatl/PRAYINGANDBELIEVING/

 

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

California's schools suck!

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So Ryans teacher has been out since Christmas. I called the principal of his school a while back and asked when his teacher is coming back? He had no idea. Then I found out yesterday that she will be ou the rest of the year and that the school is bringing in yet another sub!

Now keep in mind the class that Ryan is in was designed to give these children living skills. The teacher was hand picked and she hand picked all the materials for all the children.

As of yet the school system has not gotten Ryan the special writing program that he needs and it is in his IEP. Now we have subs that have no idea what is going on?

I give up.

Last night was the new season of a show called the deadliest catch. I love that show! One day I am going to go to Dutch harbor. I just want to see it.

Our friend Elle lives in Alaska and she said that she got to go to Dutch Harbor on Business. Elle said that it was so cool!

I have been wanting to go to Alaska for a while. My only problem is hat I don't like cold weather so I would have to go in the summer time.

Today I have the usual stuff to do around here. Nothing exciting by any means. I guess I should be thankful for slow days.

I have however given up on that Damn fish quilt for my mom. I swear someone wrote those directions in Greek. What I have done does not even look close to the picture! LOL I guess my mom is getting another gift card this year.

Everyone knows that I have a phobia of needles. No big secret there. However I do want to get a tattoo. My dad told me that before I get a tattoo I need to be 100% sure that is what I want since I can't remove it.

So for a few years now I have really been thinking about this. I thought I would get a dragon fly. Then it came to me. I want big hippy flowers as a back piece.

I was talking it about this weekend, and then yesterday George called me. She has drawn out the tattoo and she is going to go get it only smaller? What? I do not want a tattoo that someone one else has!

Now I am back to square one.

Yes Betty that was us at the yard sale! You should have stopped! My daughter was the one walking around the big floppy hat. I must admit that she does look good in my hippy hat! LOL

This morning I was talking with Rusty about our road trip. I was telling Rusty that I could see myself living in Florida. Rusty said no, but I can see it!

I have so enjoyed looking at where everyone lives.

I told Rusty that we are going to steal a cruise ship and go to the UK. He just laughed and said "You know if we had the money I could see you doing this for real." Hell yes!

Tell you what ladies when I win the lottery we will do this for real.

Today we are off to Nashville! I have been there and I thought that it was a great place to visit. Can we all go out on the town tonight?\

http://nashville.citysearch.com/

 

http://journals.aol.com/deshelestraci/MylifeasatransplantedYankee/

 

 

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

very busy

Well lets see. The bread and the chili are done. Laundry is done. I sorted all of my material. The kittens are napping. AOHELL ate my last entry, so I am going to try this again.

We have just been so busy the last few day. Saturday we all went in different directions. We all arrived home only to find out that everyone was hungry and no one wanted to cook.

Sunday was so hot. So we did some stuff around here and then went to the pool and soaked up the sun. I also did some showing off while we were at the pool.

I am still able to do back flips and other stunts in the water. I just love the water.... and it nice to know that I can still do things that my own children can't do!

Monday I was gone all day. I had to go down to base and do a few things and that took all day!

Today I am just trying to keep my mind on doing things around the house.

I still need to go work on the never ending quilt. I swear I am going to get this done before my mother arrives on Sunday. If she arrives on Sunday. Her tickets were booked on American, so who knows if they will be flying by then.

Amber is loving her second job! She gets to drive all of these expensive cars, and take pictures of them. Amber is really good with a camera and I am just happy that she has found something that she likes.

You know what I want right now? A starbuck caramel frapachino. Oh that sounds so good!

Rusty and I have not really had any quality time together. I think this weekend I am going to put the kittens to bed and then lock the two of us in our room. How is it that we get so busy that we don't have time to spend it with our best friends?

Amber has prom this weekend. Amber's prom is held over on the beach. So she will be spending the night and then the next day they are going to go hang out at the beach. I just know that Amber will have a blast.

today we hare heading to Palm Harbor fl! Bethsaid that she would take us to the beach. So ladies grab your sunscreen it looks like we are heading for a day of fun in the sun!

http://www.city-data.com/city/Palm-Harbor-Florida.html

 

http://journals.aol.com/sunnybethe/palm-harbor/

 

Friday, April 11, 2008

why me?

Yesterday I had to take Nikki to the doctors. This should have been an easy exercise. Her appointment was at 9:45 a.m. and we did not get out of there until noon.

Nikki needed to get a refill on her inhalers. Which she only goes through two a year, so no big deal. Then Nikki hurt her foot playing softball.

When we were done with those two issues we asked about the malaria shot, where we could get it, does our insurance cover it, and can how soon before she leaves can she get it?

The doctor just looked at me. Then he said "I am sure we covered this in medical school, but I do not know."

I explained what happened to Nikki last year. For those of you who were not reading last year, Nikki got so sick from the malaria pills. I am talking e.r. sick, cdc on the phone.....Anyway we do not want a repeat of that.

I got a number that I have to call and it is to our big children's hospital, they might have the shot. If not the doctor did say that he would give us anti vomiting meds.

Last night Nikki and Amber went and worked for our property manager. They had a blast and they are going to go work for him again tonight.

Tonight the girls are going with Tim (property manager) to pick up some cars. Amber and Nikki can both drive, but Amber can drive legally. Tim told Nikki to not get caught.

Tim also hooked Amber with another job! I so wanted to do a happy dance when I heard that Amber finally got a second job! She will be answering phone and making phone calls for this guy that owns a car dealership.

Today I want to scrub down my bedroom and my living room. I need to move the furniture and vacuum. Yes Pam I will come over and help you clean! LOL

I have started sewing on my mom's fish blanket. Now I do not know who writes the directions for the pattern places but they need to write the directions in English and not Greek. So I gave up on the direction's and I was just looking at the picture and I am trying to do what the pictures are doing. Then some how I ended up with an extra piece. Does that mean that I did it right? I swear this quilt is going to be the death of me.

Oh for the record. No I did not take Ambers laundry out of he washer. No they do not make pumpkin baby food. So I have to use canned pumpkin and water it down, then suck it into this tiny little thing and try to squirt it into a moving kittens mouth.

Today we are going to go pick up Martha and she lives in Sarasota Fl. This looks like a beautiful place to live! Can I come visit? I will just sleep on the beach.

So Martha pack up what you would to take and jump on the crazy wagon!

http://www.sarasotafl.org/

http://journals.aol.com/lifes2odd

 

 

 

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

we have paws and pupils

The kittens finally got their pupils and they have found their paws! So now they are smacking each other and one is even sucking on its paw.

I swear I am going to have to smack Amber. I think she thinks she is big stuff now that she is a senior.

Yesterday I was just trying to stay awake. I scrubbed down the kitchen, got the floors mopped and did a ton of laundry. I got the kittens down for their afternoon nap and I wentand sat down and tried to grab a nap. Then Amber walked in and said "How can you be tired? What did you do all day?"

I said "Please walk over here so I can smack you."

Then this morning Amber say's "All of the laundry that is my hamper is clean but it is not my laundry. My laundry is in the washer. Do you think you could get the laundry out of my hamper?"

I can back with "Do you think you could go and fold it and put it on everyone's beds? Are your arms broken?"

Yesterday I took Ryan to get his hair cut. I so wanted to get mine cut off. I have long curly hair that I usually do not do. I usually have it up in a clip. Sometimes I straighten it and even then it ends up in a pony tail. Then I remembered that Rusty loves my hair and would like to see it get even longer. So I sucked it up and did not get it cut. I do however need a trim.

So here are some pictures of Rusty and I with our friends. These pictures were taken at the treasure island resort. Rusty and I are on the left.

Today we are heading to Piqua, Ohio to pick up Lisa!

So Lisa pack up everything you will need and leave your cares behind. You are now part of our road trip!

I looked at your temps today and it is a bit chilly there! BRRR....LOL

http://www.piquaoh.org/

http://journals.aol.com/seraphoflove9001/Pleasedonttakelifeforgranted/

Well I need to get dressed and get some of this house work done.

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

up way to early

I woke up at 3:30 this morning! What in the world are you suppose to do at 3:30 in the morning? I made the coffee, fed the cats, started the laundry and check my mail. Now what? I can't do to much other wise I will wake everyone else up!

I have two sick little kittens. Twist is so constipated that he is impacted. Great. So now he is on laxatives. This should be so much fun once those hit. He also have gunk eye and I have to put ointment on his eyes twice a day.

Nutmeg also has gung eye and something called urine scolding. Yes it is as painful as it sounds. For some reason this kittens urin is so strong that it is burning its own skin. So I have to rub it down with antibacterial cream.

I thought I must be something wrong since none of my other litters have had this problem, but it turns out that it is the formula. How in the world did I find the only two kittens that would be bothered by the only kitten decent kitten formula on the market.

So now on top of everything else I have to try to get them to drink more water and eat pumpkin baby food! I am still trying to figure out how to get down the kittens throat!LOL

I hope I do not go into sticker shock when I go to buy baby food.

In all of my spare time I have been working on this special blanket for my mom. It is in the shape of a fish. I thought "Oh this will be so cute since my mom has redone one of her in a tropical theme".

Rusty asked me last night how long I have been trying to just get the pieces cut out. I shot him the look of death. I swear my mom better like this blanket.

I have however finally got all of the pattern cut out and some of the pieces. I might actually be able to start sewing on it next week.

One of the marines called me yesterday and everyone is doing good. Two of the marines are just so cute. They wanted to know how to wash the quilts. I was like well with soap and water? I guess they are scared to send the quilts out to be washed. They think that someone might take them, so they are going to try to wash them byhand. I would love to see a picture of this.

Today we are heading off to Columbus Ohio to pick up pengboo. Pengboo if you have a journal and would like for me to share your link please send it to me.

I have been to Columbus Ohio a few times and I liked that city.

It also seems that just about everyone voted to steal a cruise ship. We will not have to worry about pirates. First of all we all need to remember that Rusty sells arms and ammunition. Second of all who would want to try to take over a ship that is load down with females who have pms and are trying to get away from men! Oh I would pity those pirates.

http://www.cityofcolumbus.org/

 

Monday, April 7, 2008

Back from Vegas

Well we made it back from Vegas. It was so nice to just get away.

Rusty pplayed Texas hold em? Something like that. I lay ed by the pool and wish that the parents would drowned their children.

I was so not in the mood to listen to other peoples children this weekend, but that is what happened. Oh well lesson learned. The Mirage hotel has a top;ess pool, so I told Rusty that I want to stay there since I know that won't be any children in that pool.

All in all it was a great trip and I am glad that we went. We were able to meet up with our friends and we spent a few hours with them. It was so nice to see them.

We went to the Merle Haggard concert on Saturday night and that was a blast! We had good seats and I smelled weed from where we were sitting. Oh I love that smell.

Now it is back to reality, and reality is the laundry is still stacked up and the kittens are sick. So today I am going to try to get he laundry caught up and the kittens have an appointment at 4 today.

I could not decide what to make for dinner, so we are going to have chili dogs and french fries. Quick and easy.

Well ladies we have to take a vote today. A gal in the UK wants us to come and get her. Since we can't drive there we will have to steal a cruise ship or steal an air craft. So which will it be?

 

So today we are off to FUQUAY VARINA, NC. I have been to NC, but I did not get to see that much of it. So faze Daze pack your bags! It is your turn to get on our bus and escape from everything!

http://www.city-data.com/city/Fuquay-Varina-North-Carolina.html

http://journals.aol.com/magran42/FazeDaze/

Thursday, April 3, 2008

taboo

I have been wondering about something. I wonder if people read my journal for shock effect or if because it is real life?

I have written about several things in my journal that might be considered taboo subjects, and yet I got a lot of comments and e mails on them.

Do I write about stuff that goes on all over but no one talks about it? Is it a dirty little secret to have a husband that you are intimate with?

Anyway I was just wondering. I am glad to know that by me writing about these subjects I am finding more people have the same issues that I do.

I got the house cleaned up a little bit and the babies are sleeping.

I had to call Ryan's school this morning. It seems that they told Amber yesterday that she is not allowed to pick Ryan up from the after school program. What? Well, Amber is not 18. Hello she has not been 18 all year and she has picked him up. The school said that I have to pick him up or he can't come to the after school program any more. I have a call into them.

I have to call Ambers school today and call her out tomorrow. She is going to stay home and keep the kittens until George gets off work. However tomorrow is senior ditch day, so I was advised by one of Ambers teachers to call her out today.

I finally got to see Nikki play softball! She had her first home game yesterday and their team won.

Yesterday I sitting there watching Nikkis game and the wind was just whipping. I don't know how long I zoned out but for a while I was another ball field sitting on the bleachers and I was writing Rusty a letter.

I can see this so clearly. It was the last time Rusty was in Iraq and it was Nikki's season playing softball. Rusty was so sad that he was missing it. I would write Rusty letter and then when Nikki would get up to bat I would give Rusty a play by play as to what is going on.

Rusty said he really liked those letters but that they also made him sad. He was missing his daughters first season of softball.

Rusty is going to try to get some time off so that he can see Nikki play this year.

Well I should be paying our bills. I hate paying bills. I think it is a waste of money! Lol, but I still have to do it. Money is not as tight as it was a few months ago, but it is still tight.

Lyn can't pay me to help with the rescue, so I am back to thinking about getting a job. I would need something very early morning or on the night shift. By the time I pay for gas, taxes and child care for Ryan I would not be making any money. If I work nights at least Rusty will be here.

I just don't know what to do? I so want to give my children the world and provide for their every want but I just can't. I sometimes look at my children and just want to cry. I want to know why we can't afford to pay for their trip. Why do other parents not blink an eye at it? Oh well.

O.K. today we are picking up Sharon in Lititz Pa! So Sharon send the day care children home and send all your children to France to be with your ex!

http://www.800padutch.com/lititz.shtml

http://journals.aol.com/buggieboo1/ImASurvivor/

Here is what I am going to do to make money! LOL For some reason this song puts the kittens to sleep.

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

going with out sex.... not x rated

When Rusty had his heart attack a lot of things changed.

One of them was our sex life. Rusty was on such doses of blood pressure medicine that we could not have sex even if we wanted to.

I could deal with that. What hurt me was the fact that Rusty did not even want to be close to be. Rusty had no desire to even hold my hand.

That was such a dark time for me. I can live without the sex, but I still wanted to feel his body close to mine.

Over the next year his blood pressure medicine got lowered and we were able to have a sex life again. That was the best sex ever because I finally "knew" that Rusty still found me attractive.

I can go without sex, but man now that we are able to have sex I want it! O.K. who was it that left me a comment saying that I should wait til I am in my 50's?

My grandfather had his 8th child when he was 65 and he ended up marrying a women younger then his third child! Yes I have an Aunt who played with my children. Strange.

Both of the kittens have their eyes open, but they still can't see yet. I never get tired of seeing the kittens grow and learn new things.

Today I am going to clean off my sewing table/dinning room table. I have a new sewing project to get started on, but I am determined to clean the table before I start another project.

Nikki has her first home softball game today. It figures that it would be cold and damp here. We are actually suppose to get 1/4 inch of rain today. It would not surprise me at all.

O.K. today is Michele's day to be picked up, so head on into town. We will be the ones in the stollen rv, with a ton of cats and a cow.

My mother was born and raised in a small town in Ky. It was called dunville. From what I am told the town is gone. I have some of my grandmothers old love letter from wwII and the addy on them say's Betty Rakes Dunville Ky. Not steet number and no zip codes!

Holly crap I just looked your town up and Dunville is on the map! I called my mom and she laughed. She said " Yes most of them still live in the hills". So my mom want to know it you know any Davis,Payne, or Shoaf. Those are her cousins. She also said that there might be some young and hammonds hanging around.

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Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Much needed sex

Rusty and I have been going in so many different directions and we have not had any time to ourselves. I am so looking forward to going to Vegas.

So last night I give the kittens their bottle and I get them settled down for the night. Then I go and take a bath.

I get out out of the bath and I smear smell good lotion all over my body. Then I say to Rusty "do you know how to make a car sound?"

Rusty gave me the strangest look and say's "no"

I said "Well it is your lose, I was going to practice giving you road head"

That got Rusty's attention and that lead to some sex.

Why is it that I get less sex now? I am married and sleep next to a man every night and I have less sex now then before we got married?

Rusty and I went out for ice cream and starbucks last night. So Rusty get's in my car and say's " Well I see they still don't make windshield washer fluid".

I said " if you don't drive into the sun then you can still see through all the dirt." Rusty just gave me that deep moan that means I am kill you now.

Then Rusty say's "Your car needs a front end alignment"

I kept my mouth shut, but I was thinking "I wonder if it got out of alignment when I took off roading to go look at the poppies?" I knew if I said that out loud I get a bigger moan.

I know that Rusty looks way older then he really is. I am just wondering if I am contributing to it.

Today is going to be the same stuff for me. Tomorrow I have a ton of errands to run and I am thinking about going and getting my hair trimmed. I will have to really think on that one.

But for today I am just going to hang out here at the house.

Today we are heading to south Texas. Paula did not give me a town, so we are going to drive around south Texas until we see an older lady holding her cat!

Pack your bags Paula today is your day to escape.

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