I am trying to get through this day.
I am trying not to think that I ripped the knee out of a pair of jeans. I only own three pairs, so now I am down to two pairs that I can wear out in public.
I am trying to not think about the fact that I have 1/4 tank of gas and I still need to go deliver Christmas to several people.
I am trying not to think about a dark cloud that has been hanging over us.
I am trying to not think of the fact that I have just enough money to buy Christmas dinner, but there will be no extra's.
I am trying to stay positive. I should be proud of myself for saving a little bit through the year and that is what bought Christmas. I should be proud of myself for being able to take what I do have and give to others so that they can have a Christmas. I should be proud of the fact that I know when half price day at the goodwill is. I should be proud of the fact that I am still standing.
Today I must move on. It does not matter what is going on, I have people counting on me. I must do it for other people. Sorry for commenting that much. I have just been busy.