Why in the heck can't I add images this morning? I spent a lot of time looking for the right one!
I am not a good mom. I read all the comments saying that I am a good mom. Heck no I am not!
I have been raising children since I was 19. I am so done raising children. I want to walk away from everything. I want to steal an rv, load up my animals and my hubby and just leave. I will buy those one time use cell phones so I can call the children and then they can't call back!
So I guess I should back up and tell everyone what happened last night.
I found out last night that Amber has not ben paying on her trip.
So now Rusty and I have to come up with the extra money to pay her trip off.
I still need to go wash my shoes because I put my foot so far up her ass.
Then Nikki got mad at me because I would not let her eat ice cream for dinner. Oh give me a break. I let her eat it for breakfast, so what more does this child want from me?
At least they did not bitch about dinner. Yes I know that vegans do not eat anything with a head. However the children do like fish and Rusty can't stand it, so I cook it while he is out of town.
Amber called me from school this morning and asked if she could come home. She said that she is not in the mood to deal with mean people? What? I told her no she could not come home and that there are mean people everywhere..... get over it!
Oh will some please come steal my identity.
On a good note.
I have another baby blanket to make this weekend. A very dear friend is taking in a family members new born baby. This women gives new meaning to going above and beyond the call of duty. She has two grown son's and then at 47 she had a set of twins. Now at 56 she is starting over again. This lady did curse me and said that I am not to old to have more children.
Oh no I can't. I did not like 2 a.m. feeding when I was 19, I sure do not want to do them at 37.
I am finally seeing the fruit of my labor. I have 20 marines coming up to help us do demo on Monday. I have food coming in from all over, and I think everyone is happy on that front.
I actually can't wait to for Monday to come. I so want to see all of this come together. I so need to swing a sledge hammer and destroy something.
Oh my am I happy about this? I have to admit that I miss this line of work. Shhh..... don't tell anyone. Maybe I should give up my day job and go back to the corporate world. Oh wait, my day time job sucks anyway!
Well, I have a lot of donations to pick up, and letter to print off. Life goes on.