Friday, March 14, 2008

what the heck

Why in the heck can't I add images this morning? I spent a lot of time looking for the right one!


I am not a good mom. I read all the comments saying that I am a good mom. Heck no I am not!

I have been raising children since I was 19. I am so done raising children. I want to walk away from everything. I want to steal an rv, load up my animals and my hubby and just leave. I will buy those one time use cell phones so I can call the children and then they can't call back!

So I guess I should back up and tell everyone what happened last night.

I found out last night that Amber has not ben paying on her trip.


So now Rusty and I have to come up with the extra money to pay her trip off.

I still need to go wash my shoes because I put my foot so far up her ass.

Then Nikki got mad at me because I would not let her eat ice cream for dinner. Oh give me a break. I let her eat it for breakfast, so what more does this child want from me?

At least they did not bitch about dinner. Yes I know that vegans do not eat anything with a head. However the children do like fish and Rusty can't stand it, so I cook it while he is out of town.

Amber called me from school this morning and asked if she could come home. She said that she is not in the mood to deal with mean people? What? I told her no she could not come home and that there are mean people everywhere..... get over it!

Oh will some please come steal my identity.

On a good note.

I have another baby blanket to make this weekend. A very dear friend is taking in a family members new born baby. This women gives new meaning to going above and beyond the call of duty. She has two grown son's and then at 47 she had a set of twins. Now at 56 she is starting over again. This lady did curse me and said that I am not to old to have more children.

Oh no I can't. I did not like 2 a.m. feeding when I was 19, I sure do not want to do them at 37.

I am finally seeing the fruit of my labor. I have 20 marines coming up to help us do demo on Monday. I have food coming in from all over, and I think everyone is happy on that front.

I actually can't wait to for Monday to come. I so want to see all of this come together. I so need to swing a sledge hammer and destroy something.

Oh my am I happy about this? I have to admit that I miss this line of work. Shhh..... don't tell anyone. Maybe I should give up my day job and go back to the corporate world. Oh wait, my day time job sucks anyway!

Well, I have a lot of donations to pick up, and letter to print off. Life goes on.



lisa41076 said...

Awwwwww Kelli , I hate when I ca'nt add images either, Grrrrrrrrr, Hope you have a good Friday and upcoming weekend, I still think you are a great mom, Hugs Lisa

momiscool2 said...

I need to run away too - and that cell phone idea is BRILLIANT!
Omg I burst out laughing when I read the part about why Amber wanted to come home - she sounds EXACTLY like Robert lol -and they really think these reasons are REASONABLE lol. Scary!
I feel your pain!!! Hang in there!


buggieboo1 said...

seems llike a lot of people are having trouble adding pictures! I haven't tried yet this morning!

I know how you feel about packing up! I feel that way at times too!


julydarby said...

Your honesty and humility and humanity make you a good mother. Any mother who won't admit that she's (at times) wanted to "steal an RV and run away" is lying her ass off or not really parenting. It's a tough job... it's probably the only job that the longer you do it, the harder it gets. Seriously... those folks starting out with a newborn - at least they know where their kid is all the time. At least that newborn isn't lying to them or stealing out of their purse or skipping school or doing any other scamtastic things that our rotten ungrateful offspring do... *smile*...  Did I agree with you a little too much? Must be the meds...
love and hugs

glensfork4 said...

My daughter called me this morning also, wanting me to pick her up from school, so she wouldn't have to deal with "the drama".....I mean WTH???

when you get the rv....please come to KY and pick me up too ok?


hugsdoodlewacky said...

((((((((((((((((((HUGSTOYOU))))))))))I am not a Mom,but,I know it isnt easy.I look at my Sister and know that at times,I am sure She wants to get away.But I still say your doing a good job.

lv2trnscrb said...

you are a good mom; I don't care what you say, you are a good mom and a good person and if you ever get rid of your day job, you could be a comedian. you are funny the way you write


gehi6 said...

As usual I got a laugh out of the way you talk about your troubles.  I don't know if that was intended, but I think it was since you are a natural born comic, even when you are mad.  I see you did have a trying day.  Gerry

lanurseprn said...

I think we all have days where we want to trade lives with someone. Hang in there!

sunnybethe said...

When my kids were 24 & 22 I told them that I had bought a RV and was moving out.  They could take over the lease on the apartment if they like, but it ws time for them to take care of themselves.  I actually told them I was "runnng away from home!"  And I did : )
It's amazing what they accomplished when they were forced to.

Hope your weekend goes better,  Bethe

deshelestraci said...

Get pictures of the Marines doing the demo!  I need to see!  
Kelli, Just a few more years.  God makes them this way so we can't wait for them to fly the coop!  

nelishianatl said...

I missed this alert somehow.  I'd have left the shoes in there. lol  Not paying on her trip.  And had baby's at 47?  I'm 46 and this four year old is kicking my butt.  My cousin had twins at 43 when her children were in college.  Kinda grossed them out to think their parents were having sex.  I'm so glad you're getting help with the demolition.  Crying for ice cream for desert, and crying to come home because people are mean.  Oh what a reality check they're going to get when they grown up.  LOL  Hang in there.  One day it will be all quiet.