Friday, January 5, 2007

I want my husband

Nikki is out with her friends, Amber is at work and Ryan is watching t.v. Rusty just called to say that he is going to go have a beer with the guys from work.

I do not mind that, I just want Rusty to come home. He has been so busy this week and I have been running the children all week. We have been like two ships passing in the night.

I want to sit on the bed and talk to Rusty and tell him about my day. Then I want to hear all about his day. I want to laugh and problem solve with him. I want to put my head on his chest on watch t.v.

Do I sound crazy? I just want to be with my husband. But he is not home, so I will go make another pot of tea and go back to working on the puzzle.

10 comments:

lisa41076 said...

Awwwwwwww Kelli, hope you and your husband get to talk, Hugs Lisa

mrsm711 said...

Its a love/hate thing.  We want them there, but when they are we need a break.  
Did I say that?  He'll be home soon and then you need to tekll him how you feel.  It may make him feel great that he is truely loved.  :)
http://journals.aol.com/mrsm711/LatteDah/     Tracy

siennastarr said...

You're not crazy.. I think it's sweet.  

Hugs
Jackie

cgtperkins said...

That is great that you miss your husband!!
Hugs
Carrie

lurkynat said...

Dear Kelli
awww! What awonderful entry! I hope that you enjoy the night until he gets back,And tomorrw yuo can tell him that you wrote us about how much you missed him!
love,nat

magran42 said...

Those nights alone are....well.....lonesome.  I know the feeling, but when he returns all will be well again.

springangel235 said...

I hope everything you wanted to do, came true when he came home...love your thoughts...about marriage...I am the same way.  
Hugs,
Joyce

beckerb6 said...

you are so lucky to feel that way. It may not feel like it now but you are lucky.
Barbara

nelishianatl said...

I can imagine how you are feeling.  I am not married yet but I have been.  And this love is so VERY different.  We hate to part.  Being away from each other is so hard.  I need him like I need my right arm.  We are one person almost.  I CAN do it without him.  I'd just rather not.

I hope he realizes how lucky he is to have a love like yours.  And I'm snagging that saying above.  I fall in love anew every day.

Nelishia
http://journals.aol.com/nelishianatl/WISHINGANDHOPING/

cste609371 said...

IT MUST BE HARD TO MIIS THE ONE YOU LOVE... HAPPY NEW YEAR!
                 CHERYL FROM MASS~