Will someone please give me a life! I told Rusty today that I am going to scream if I have to spend one more in this house. I have not gotten dressed or done my hair all week. I have done nothing but sit around this house.
So Rusty is like well what do you want to do? I want to go hiking or go explore a new place. I want to get out in the fresh air and do something.
Then Rusty says well we will have to wait for the girls to get home so they can watch Ryan. Well I can't wait until the girls get home because then Amber has to go to work and Nikki will have something to do.
I guess I should explain. We have a handicap son. So we are very limited on what we can do unless we have a sitter for him.
I must be a bad mom because I suggested that we start looking for someone to come in a few days a week and care for him just so that we can go do something.
Everytime I suggest we do something they question comes up, then what will we do Ryan. So we never do anything.
o.k. Rusty gets to do stuff. He went out and watched football with the guys or he will go do whatever. Guess who is left at home?
I guess I am being selfish because I want to start living my life instead of being tied down....forever.
Rusty got to travel the world and do cool shit while he was in the service. When will it be my turn to do cool shit?
Oh forget it. I guess I am the only mom in the world that wants someone else to watch their handicap child so they can have a life.