Well my day started at 5 a.m. this morning. Both of the girls had their yard sale, the boys played golf, and I am just worn out.
Amber had a good yard sale but the lady that said she was going to put up the signs never did, so I think she could have done better. Oh well that is life.
Amber had prom tonight. Amber has really hurt and disappointed me. I guess I should explain.
I never went to prom. I was the fat and ugly girl in school. Anyway, I wanted to do all of the prom stuff with Amber. I wanted to help her pick out her dress. I was not even asked to go. I wanted to help her do her hair. Amber wanted to pay someone to do it. I wanted to help her put on her make up. Amber asked this gal Lisa to do her make up. I guess I should be happy that I was allowed to put Ambers necklace on.
I know this sounds stupid, but I want to be there for every part of Ambers big night, and I was not any part of it.
Lisa saw me crying and said "If I had a daughter I would feel the same way"
I just looked at her and said " you have no idea why I am crying." and I just walked away.
Lisa came up behind me and asked me if I wanted to talk about it. I just told her no. I figured making her feel bad would not help the situation at all.
Tonight I hope that Ambers hair goes flat, and that she is so hot that all of her make up runs off. I hope that she eats before pictures and then looks fat for her pictures. I hope that she breaks a heal and gets a flat tire.
Everyone left to go get some dinner. I am glad to be alone.
Here are some things that I have learned today:
1. Go put up your own yard sale signs
2. never expect to much from your children.
3. no matter how loud you turn the music up, your sorrows will still be there.
4. no matter how much you do for your children, they will never care.
O.K. now I need to list some positive things.
1. I found some hippy clothes
2. I have a full bottle wine that is calling my name
3. I have a husband who does care about me